Anyways update on fundraising, well its going terribly but i am trusting God to know what I am supposed to be doing. This means that sadly if i don't raise the money i will accept that I heard God wrong and I am not supposed to go to India. I'm not going to lie it's going to be really hard accepting the fact that i am not supposed to go, this whole trip seemed like a dream. I was going to be able to just hang out with beautiful children, and hang out with an amazing friend who i met in Africa, i was going to be able to go to a new place that i had never been before. That means i would have been able to try to learn another new language, and a new way of life. These are things that i love doing, but seriously i am going to work very hard at accepting this with joy in my heart. I know that if i am called to stay home God has a plan for this, I don't have any idea what it will be but i do know it will be good, because God is good.
Sorry if this seems like I am ranting or complaining, that was not my intention i was just trying to express how i am feeling. I know that God has good things planned for me, I just hate being in the in between times. So thank you for all your prayers and if you would still like to donate to my mission to India my deadline is not until Sunday night. This means that if i raise enough by then i will still be able to go. I know that God is a big God and he is totally capable of bringing in all my funds in such a short amount of time, so again if you feel like he is urging you to give, please give.
Anyways my prayers are with you.
Love Ashley
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