The Lord continually give me peace about so many things but sometimes, I get overwhelmed by the desires of my heart. This often happens at night, perhaps this is why I was instructed to go to bed at 10. I think that if i actually followed through on this i would lead a much happier life because at night i start to think. I think about how i long to be in Africa loving the people there, I long to hold my hurting friends from far away, how i would give anything to spend my days in intentional prayer, i feel like i have so many desires that are unfullfilled that i am ready to burst. Thankfully though, eventually i do fall asleep and i wake up in the morning and find its a new day where God is going to get me through.
The Lord is good and he calls me his Beloved.
